Your departure:

The First Person I Loved, The Person I Lost - It's been a decade and I still have your around and inside me!!

It’s not only about your physical presence it's the fact I don't hear your voice anymore, it's that I'll never see you laugh again, I'll never see your smile, your eyes, the way you made things that made you who you are... and at a certain point, i forgot what your voice and your laugh sounded like, I  can never forgot the way you truly looked like and all I got to remember more than that is a pale shadow and an unclear view of your pictures due to the tears in my eyes that's what's sad about your departure....

I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists…When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence.

A Part of me has perished along with you and I still feel incomplete, a lot of me has been missing in me i realized and this has been a progressive realization for a decade now, It’s true that as you get Older you leave a lot of things behind - Things, habits, likes but how can you forget the one you loved more than your own-self ...

“It’s hard to let go of the memories you've shared with you… when I remember the tears, I tend to laugh but when I remember the laughs, I just cry…”

I Miss you Tanu and I Miss you very very much!