Getting bored of traveling
for the first time, Dallas to New York for a dear friends engagement , hence I
thought I will reach some untouched words wandering in my head for a
while and started typing this lines. I hope you will like or relate yourself in
any stupid corner of this latest scribble....
It's been a while I have
been living...and all I have been living was in three states of time which
crisply I can say as this title...
Many of us complain of
wasting time and a very little group of folks don't, as they make use of time
constructively to succeed and stay happy.... I for one, definitely do not
belong here in this group. When in teens or rather when we are young , we
listen to this "wasting time" a lot at home or school/ college and
then you get to listen the same when you start to work.... May be now I can
call it slacking or whiling away the time of passing the time and so on...
After turning an year
older recently this got me thinking what is this wasting of time... I say I
got-"wasted with the time", time was constant it goes on, not matter
whether I go or not.... Yes I got wasted, I turned a little wise from being
stupid, I stopped people from pushing me around all the time, I realized I
can't always be happy, I accepted reality and now the best part, I acted stupid
all over again( sometimes on something's).......I realized what I gotta do and
where I had to go... I lost my charm over the years and I still keep loosing my
hair which I think is kinda great deal for me now....and I learnt that
all that happens is that we keep dissolving in the so called yesterday, today
and tomorrow....don't we?
Over all these years I
learnt how to use time & things, yeah and in this process even I got used
sometimes for good and sometimes for not so good... In my 10"s I saw
people using things and valuing people, by the time I hit 20"s this
changed the other way round, and if you are reading this now in 2013 and can
understand what I am saying, I don't need to tell you what it is like today,
after yet another decade. But on a different angle I thought what is your life
for if you are not useful, if you are not put to use somewhere or the other....
Get dissolved in time and get used it's okay you gotta travel no matter what,
even if you don't time takes you along if not places, then for sure ages!
My Experience is food for
my brain. And all these years back home and a little while away from home as
been a rich meal. I suppose this should be no surprise that my brain will burp
the time in Texas for a long long time in the years to come, and I got lots of
food waiting for me and I am equally eager.
Ambition is only
understood if it's to rise to the top of some imaginary ladder of success.... I
do have one I don't deny it but it is equally important for me to satisfy my
soul. People can and will be able to see the clothes I wear the home I stay or
the car I drive, but deep inside its only me who knows whether I have reached
where I need to, it is foolishness if I try to be totally satisfied, but yeah
if I can satisfy my soul to an extent It's good because I for myself know that,
I have been putting in all I can to make things happen I would prefer to die
trying than to compromise....
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