With all the vim and vigor we start off in our lives to
achieve something, to reach somewhere, to make something for us and our people
. Either you attract yourself to extreme light or bare darkness, that’s a purely
a human’s choice that’s how it is, there will be something and somewhere that
makes people tick, and that’s what I would be interested in ,in what people try
to hide. I think I fall in love with anyone who shows me their soul. This world
is so guarded and fearful, and I appreciate rawness so much. A Man is what he does not show, all that is
visible is what we wants to show the world otherwise we have a complete jungle
of secrets hid inside of each one of us, many of them would be our
imperfections, our fears and sometimes our scars, they teach us what we have
learnt, where we have been and what we have survived a storm, an accident, a
surgery, and numerous failures all in one package is what we are gifted with.
It’s totally okay to have those short comings, flaws and
imperfections, and I say it’s okay because every saint had a past and every
sinner has a future. I have abnormal ears, I don’t walk fast usually, I’ve graduated my masters pretty late than
others of my age, I still made it happen.
I am not here to fill this space or I am not here to play a back ground
character in someone else’s movie, I know nothing would be the same if I didn’t
exist, every place I have ever been, every person I have spoken with would
definitely be different without me. I don’t expect every one of you to agree
with me, what I want to say is that even you have story to tell just like
I do. We are all effected by decisions and existence of the people around us
and trust me we will continue to.
Its not always what you say out loud has the most power, what
you whisper to yourself inside is the most powerful. Embrace what we have with
us, what we experience - struggle, failure, pain, whatever at least we will
know how it feels like to win or to be happy or to have enjoyed good health and
wellbeing. We don’t have to prove anything to anyone, as long as you are happy,
the one who needs your explanation will not value it anyhow, more than half of
the people don’t even pay attention, just like
flashing news for instance: the same news won’t be appear on the front
page everyday does it? It will move to second and third pages and eventually
vanish within a short span of time and
that’s how the world is, people need to be fed with latest news, gossip,
information and within no time they move on to the next one. How much do you
care for them, I see a lot of us are already spending the money which they
didn’t earn to buy things they don’t need in the verge of impressing the people
who don’t matter, four quarters are always be better than a hundred pennies, so
let’s choose our quarters wisely.
Let’s enjoy and embrace our imperfections let’s not loath,
we own them we are made of them, It’s
not our fault, it’s okay not to be so hard on ourselves, everyone else is
taken, so let’s be ourselves. Nothing lasts forever so live it up drink it
down. You either be voice or an echo, as
I see in this hyper opinionated age I wonder how many of us realize that the
things we say are just echoes? This culture we live in is an absolute chaos,
where lies sell better than the truth, like it has accepted two huge lies,
first is that if you disagree with someone’s lifestyle you must fear or hate
them. The second is that when you love someone that means you agree with
everything they believe or do…. Both are bull shit you just don’t know the real
them, if you do, you will change your perception with in a fraction of a second, the question is how
much time will you be ready to invest in this one? I say none , my passion and
my compassion has no set timings, and I don’t think I have to compromise my convictions
to be compassionate.
The concierge of my inner thoughts will shut down now as I
ask myself who am I? Demon to some and
angel to others, and I can truly say that I have lost and loved and won and
cried myself to the person I am today…
